Saturday, December 5, 2009
Another typical day in the life of..moi
4.12.09
This week nothing much happened. On Tuesday practise non stop for final parade which is tomorrow. Did Avp. It was SO HARD. -swears-
Tuesday was also my darling brother's birthday. HAPPY BDAY BRO!
Wednesday was filled with...i forgot, yesterday was the same
I swear these weeks just go by, watching movies all day long. We finished watching Edward Scissorhands it was SAD. Now we are watching, Sleepy Hallows. IT WAS FREAKEN SCARY!!!
History was like a politivs lesson with Ms Jame's mum. LOL. She taught Nathan Rees. She met all these prime ministers. I swear that is so cool!
It was funny when she said "Bill Clinton is the most sexiest man I have ever met."
The whole class cracked up. It was hilarious.
Now on a wierd note:
Love is a funny thing. The more you give, the more you are meant to get yeah? But sometimes, it bites back. -sigh- being dodgy today. No idea why, well maybe I do. ARgh. Life is interesting. There are ups and there are downs. Sometimes there seem to be more downs then ups. Then it should make me appreciate the ups. But i do!...
You know, happiness is so hard. It is easier to frown, be pissed, annoyed and angry than it is to be happy and content. ARgh. So hard. I swear, I try to be happy everyday but there is always something that blocks it. I want to be happy so that other people around me are happy.
Gr. I swear i am changin for the worse. I feel jealousy and anger. So stupid. I should get shove my head into the toilet and flush it. ^^
Jeez. Being a teeanger with hormones running through your body system is so aggravating. It hurts i guess when you see people who have someone to love and you look at yourself and realise that half the times you are lying to cheer yourself up. It is so sad really. Sometimes they don't do something but you convince yourself that they did what they did. So sad. Twisting the truth so that you don't have to face the truth. Don't want to do that, but it hurts otherwise if you don't.
Some people say I should meet people older than me rather than younger. Argh. I can't talk properly to people older than me...i dunno why either...
ARgh, why am i so emo? > <
I should be happy
H-a-p-p-y
Im tired. Poofy!
XP
so random
Ranting ish nice.
I guess I can't be a prefect no matter how much I want to be one
So many people want to be one. I mean, who would vote for me? When there are other people out in the world? -sigh-
So many unfulfilled dreams, all scattered, all gone.
If that's my academic side, what's life in my social and romantic life?
-sigh-
This week nothing much happened. On Tuesday practise non stop for final parade which is tomorrow. Did Avp. It was SO HARD. -swears-
Tuesday was also my darling brother's birthday. HAPPY BDAY BRO!
Wednesday was filled with...i forgot, yesterday was the same
I swear these weeks just go by, watching movies all day long. We finished watching Edward Scissorhands it was SAD. Now we are watching, Sleepy Hallows. IT WAS FREAKEN SCARY!!!
History was like a politivs lesson with Ms Jame's mum. LOL. She taught Nathan Rees. She met all these prime ministers. I swear that is so cool!
It was funny when she said "Bill Clinton is the most sexiest man I have ever met."
The whole class cracked up. It was hilarious.
Now on a wierd note:
Love is a funny thing. The more you give, the more you are meant to get yeah? But sometimes, it bites back. -sigh- being dodgy today. No idea why, well maybe I do. ARgh. Life is interesting. There are ups and there are downs. Sometimes there seem to be more downs then ups. Then it should make me appreciate the ups. But i do!...
You know, happiness is so hard. It is easier to frown, be pissed, annoyed and angry than it is to be happy and content. ARgh. So hard. I swear, I try to be happy everyday but there is always something that blocks it. I want to be happy so that other people around me are happy.
Gr. I swear i am changin for the worse. I feel jealousy and anger. So stupid. I should get shove my head into the toilet and flush it. ^^
Jeez. Being a teeanger with hormones running through your body system is so aggravating. It hurts i guess when you see people who have someone to love and you look at yourself and realise that half the times you are lying to cheer yourself up. It is so sad really. Sometimes they don't do something but you convince yourself that they did what they did. So sad. Twisting the truth so that you don't have to face the truth. Don't want to do that, but it hurts otherwise if you don't.
Some people say I should meet people older than me rather than younger. Argh. I can't talk properly to people older than me...i dunno why either...
ARgh, why am i so emo? > <
I should be happy
H-a-p-p-y
Im tired. Poofy!
XP
so random
Ranting ish nice.
I guess I can't be a prefect no matter how much I want to be one
So many people want to be one. I mean, who would vote for me? When there are other people out in the world? -sigh-
So many unfulfilled dreams, all scattered, all gone.
If that's my academic side, what's life in my social and romantic life?
-sigh-
daughter of the living God at 5.12.09
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